another day another dollar

today i gte up and hang out with my man and the kitties for a bit then go for a drive buy ingredients for skeddi and meantballs - come home cook clean eat and watch tv then i come on here so chris can play 360....its now midnight....what did i do today?.... you know when yr younger and yr mom or grandmother says dont waste your life its too short and yr liek 15 yrs old and think being their age si gonna take foirever and you wish to be older to get an id and into the bars...dam they were right life is soo short even taking a year off after high school b4 going to college is dumb....get it overwith b4 yr 20 and then start work and you get to retire early.....

shool and retirement is the only enjoyment anyone gets in life...the inbetween those times is for working.....really theres not much in between just going job to job to job if yr not educated and even if you are you have to move away from your family to make any money anyways so yr screwed either way......deal with job jumping or live apart from family thats the thought that you should put into your childs head not....go to college forever and get a job close to friends here NOPE NEVER HAPPENS....think of all the ppl that went to college that sit right next to you in a call center sad isnt it.....the world has come to an end financially for most ppl....its like the depression accept we can still eat and have the law on "our side" i mean we can get jobs but we're depressed beyond words someone else owns you day in day out when yr in a call center........just the other day i had such a bad anxiety attach that i thought i was having a heart attack and went to the hospital and they took chest x-rays and a test on my heart and alot of blood.....i was at work on a break when it started and i was scared for my life but stayed at work because i was scared i would get fired for leaving because working at a call center they do not give you the benefit of the doubt you have to prove a death now a days by bringing in a death certificate....WOW....i thought i was having a heart attack like heart ponding my left arm tingling i was disy and felt sick.....and i stayed at work cause i thought i would get fired....
LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW