so yeah about that.............my bad...............

so appearently i was bad in a previous blog and i want to be very clear on sommin i believe firmly i freedom of speeh and sometimes it might hurt the odd few but thats the beauty of it .... speeh which is only words sometimes has the power to hurt sadden happify and or even sentimentaly hit someone right in the ear.....so i think that this blog is a wonderful thing for me and u to read for yrs to come and the odd tiome i will have a nasty comment about me but at least i made them care about sommin cause what else is there in glace bay to give one sweet fuck about ....... at least im makin ya use yr brain hey?.....................
i might not be politically right in all my views but who the fuck is these days?................politics gets ppl killed really though who the fuck elected george bush really think about it why are we fighting ... for land ... the sivilians......or george's longing to get in battle or wait wait wait watch the battle from a bunker in the states somewhere a million of miles away from the fighhtinmg in his silk pj's sippin on some gin and juice i know it has to be gin cause look at the guy he needs all the panty remover help he can get...........or maybe boxer remover in some cases depending on how "frisky" he is feeling that day..............
all this talk is commin from that bowling for columbine moie ... if you never seen it well its one of those must see movies you go into the movie store see a fat guy holding up a ball and the title bowling for columbine and yr gonna walk right past it...theres not very many movies lately that i would even consider refering someone to rent but really though that movie moved me in so many ways like up above for instance...what am i doing writing about george bush really though that movie made me care about sommin enuff to take the time to type (and i type slow) about.....rent it you'll thank me..........
so yeah back to freedom of speech and being "bad" ..... for that i am deply appologetic and maybe i might not name names cause that person wishes to remain nameless but i do want you to know i am sorry and that your name will never be mentionned again in that matter........................................
so on to some juicy funny stuff.................i have some things to consider here like for instance i have alot of things to tyope about my boyfriend and he might not like it but ill giver a go and see what he thinks if he dont like it well ill apologize in another one lol.........so last night i decide i wanna be bad in bed and i start to tie him to the bed and "try" to get him to talk dirty to me and tell me what he wants me to do to him and he starts to turn red but slowly but surely gets into it and i then do as he asks and its so erotic ... i know it sems to you omg id never do that or that you wouldnt feel comfortable..............well lets talk about some options here .....lets start with the comfort level of the relationship yr in right now and if its sturdy enuff to hold some comfort on its back......1: do you feel you could do or try anything in bed with them or are you so embarrassed that you wouldnt even bring it up.....ill tell you about my experiences with the opposite sex....in any other relationship i was in i would have to say no to that last question......you have to be comfortable enuff in a monogomus commitment ... really though if ya dont have that yr screwed and it wont come in time if yr already invested lets say 3-9 months into it cause your never gonna be if ya passed that milestone ya have to want to please each other and i think alot of it relys on how much you feel for the person and where you want to go with it..............i never felt so comfortable as i do right now in a relationship and i must say its a whole different world here like i feel like its not just me involved its both of us and thats enough incentive to get down to the nitty gritty.............and by nity gritty i mean holy bed experiences batman........lol......i swant you all to know that no matter what kind of relationship yr in right now you have to ask yourself one questionn to solve all the mistories of yr twin world......do i want to be here where i am right now in say 10 yrs looking at the same peron casue no matter how much fun you think yr havin right now its gonna be hard to get outta sommin that you've invested 3 yrs in and by then yr gonna be outta the dating loop and have to get over that loss as well ............ which could take months...........dont waste yr time...........its way too precious to play with...............get out and look for mr. right cause if i think i found mine then you must have some hope cause i thought there was no such thing as comfort genuine feelings on both part or even hope for bedtime "stories" to get better at one point and now im wishing i met him long ago..............weigh the advantages and dissadvantages.....go on go ahead..........if you had more then 3 major dissadvantages and i dont mean that he snores ant night or burps all the time cause those are trivial......but real dissadvantages well its time to move on cause the game of baseball put it right 3 STRIKES AND YR OUT everyone should play by that rule in all situations especially in a dating game.......................