insignifagant or signifigant other....and what if they were less or more of either?..................

so lets start off this blog with a holy fuck.......i worked all of 6 hours give or take a few mins and omg it sucked ass.................i have the worst job in the world....i feel like im so insignifigant there on so many levels........like i dont own knee pads so im stuck on the phones all the time while there's like 10 ppl roamin for like 12 agents........i have no pull in that place no more the only authority i have is with vto and i take that on a weekly basis not hourly or daily like most........lol......hurts on payday though.................but on a positive note im moving away hopefully by the summer with my man(whom i am cranky at most of the time but i loves him though) to london ontario (his choice).........but anywhere would suffice with me......................
can you imagine living in gb and working at the only place in the town where there is any money if ya go everyday (stream) for the rest of yr days till ya can retire....omg someone give me a 5mm to nib that in the bud b4 it becomes a reality.................really though i wouldn't recomend that to anyone ya can start off anywheres well not so much london but anywheres besides here if yr leary about moving so far then start off closer like halifax...round up a few friends or yr bf or gf and head over cause ya aint gettin any younger and the experience is enough in itself to intice ya to go.....or should be anyways........
i've lived in halifax and ontario and a breif stay in pei.......these are obvious choices only bc most ppl from here well they are the only places they have been, lived in or sought out to explore.........so i did all three the only other place would be maybe out west like calgary or some place like that...........id settle for the other side of ns before here anyday for sure.......................
there is no room for improvement or stepping forward here.........its like when ya hear someone say oh i moved here from say toronto and ya have this urge to say are you a retard or is the ppl who refered you to this place yr enemies?.......................cause my god this is the last place anyone should be refered to.......................there's nothing here no good malls no place to get a decent romantic dinner no privacy factor no breathtaking views no good bars....well there are some but like 2 and thats not enough to keep yr interest in going even for occasions ppl are like well maybe ill see ya there and they think yeah right ill be home and in bed by the time ya think about cracking the first beer......................really why would anyone come here gb ns come on now smarten up........................
really though what would ya be missin out on or loosin out on if ya gave movin away a go....if ya suggest maybe mr or mrs right lives here dream on casue if they are well they are already taken or turned gay for lack of excitement .....................and who wants to be a fishermans woman or wife for that matter........oooooh my man works 3-6 mos of the year and the rest is spent layin around doin dick while you work yr round....mmm.... thats a man for ya.................been there done that.....no thanks........no offense but thats just not me to those of you who read this that are fisherman....im sure i wasnt yr type anyways................and not everyone has to think like me or change their views cause of sommin i write in my blog........im insignificant remember....no worries...........
i have heard nothing but good things from ppl that move away even if only for 6 mos or a year they usually have sommin positive to say like i payed all my bills off or look at my new truck or car or look at my new lovely wife or so on and so forth so what do ya have to loose....what were ya gonna be doin for the next yr anyways?.......spend the first 6 mos saving up and the other 6 somewheres else soaking up the sun or sceenery for that matter .... if at the end of yr saving yr not ready well save some more or go on a sweet vacation
if ya gat paid bi-weekly theres like 12 pays in 6 mos and if ya put away say at the least 50 a pay thats 600 right there that'll buy ya a ticket somewheres and all of us know someone that lives away and im sure they'll roof ya for a few months untill ya can get yr own place..............or find descent roomies up there to live with....everyone bunks together away to survive.....it might seem different at first but ya get used to it...if i did anyone can cause i love my privacy and doing what i want when i want ................ its well worth it to come home with half the bills ya left with cause really there is way more money to be made away..................and if ya dont have ppl to be spending it with right away like ya have here cause think about it why dont ya have money here cause the only thing to do here is go to the bars and a movie....well it costs at least 40-50 with cabs to go out drinkin......not to mention the $ ya spend on buying drinks for yr poor friends.......lol.......and well the movies is 35-40 depending if ya both want some popcorn and a drink..................asuming yr with someone of course..........................
and thats another thing that keeps alot of ppl here their signifigant other...umm yeah so YOU are the only one thats gonna matter in the long run...its cool to take them with you when you go for leaverage or support but thets what they are there for they are not supposed to hold you back from yr inhibitions or dreams or anything for that matter.......i did it once and now i dont even speak to that guy i thought he was the end all but well i turned out to be dead wrong..........and i missed out on a huge experience that could have been very good for me....no regrest though right....well sometimes ya have to wonder though...............what if.....that is such a powerful question so amall but so signifigant.............what if i wouldnt have said that yesterday or wore that on the wekend?...............would i have been more noticed or prevented that person from having that point of view of me or that first impression of me?....................so many what if's are created ni the run of a day that im sure ya couldnt think of them all or write them down daily...it would take so long..........................and creat so many more casue what if i hadnt took the time to do that what would i have been doing..........ya get the picture................
im not very worldly but i know a few ppl that did the whole yr in korea or china or wherever to be an english teacher there for the work experience and they thought for sure they were gonna die or be so homesick....but a year goes by sooooo quick feels like just yesterday i was walking into an over 18 section of anything and im 24 now.................................what an experience to live in korea the culture shock might be crazy and overwhelming at first but just like everything you get over it in time..........................
so i guess what this blog boils down to is.....................if a friend offers to or brings up the idea of moving away dont think omg thats such a scary thought and i would miss everyone.......embrace the thought and think how long ago does 6 months feel to you ........what were you doing 6 mos ago and didnt it feel like just yesterday you were doing it................and if ya werent here for those mos what would ya have really missed out on.......................