grade 3 spelling...hmmm well thats the only education ya need to work at stream so whats the diff here....

omg the ashley stuff is funny hey...nice to see someone other then myself get trashed on here... whether it be true or not the second you put yr name to a comment this is what happens...i mean it may have happened it may not have...whatever.... now people have this lasting impression of you...does that answer your question as to why ppl dont post their names in their comments........ps..."faith" someone broke into my account and deleted your comment...password now changed...sorry.....oh and i thought it was funny too when i read about myself and the bashings on me...so dont get yr panties in a ruffled state...its not intended to be mean directly to you ashes...its funny how someone answered yr question for ya...only its not the way ya wanted it answered hey.....grade 3 spelling...hmmm well thats the only education ya need to work at stream so whats the diff here....

( no pun intended for u...but im sure you already know that since you have read my blog and see i dont use names directly)

just to let you know "ashley macdonald"...the annomomous commenters arent slandering anyone directly and if they do its because of things people have said about me....would you want someone to openly take your name and drag it in the mud just because of facts or feelings and have alot of people that you didnt even know read those things about u and have an opinion on you before they even knew u...the people commenting on me and calling me names obviousily dont know me or my actions....skank...whats a skank?...i dont allow people other then my boyfriend to grope me....unlike some other people ( no pun intended for u...but im sure you already know that since you have read my blog and see i dont use names directly) ....what people get out of this blog is what they want no matter whats said or whos name is mentionned...so yeah if people are remaining annonomous its because of people like you that try and eat them alive with your comments b4 even knowing them...

what can i say?....if you are doing something that you dont want people to know about cause you will be embarrased by it ...you shouldnt do it...

there are alot of people i seen last night at the strange event that were directly affected by my blog...one i  particular which wasnt mentionned at first by me but i had to defend myself...i hope he understands and isnt all a mess over it but i do want to say that none of those peole who probably commented annonomousily said anything to me.....i never said anything to them either but well i already did now didnt i.... my blog is very much based on things that happened with only 1 implied name being obvious......the other people that got offended by these annonomous people i mentionned well you either thought the same thing or knew it was "you " because it described what "you " were doing to a tee.....there shouldnt have been anyone that got offended here like they did...facts are facts, the truth hurts...if you are doing something that you dont want people to know about cause you will be embarrased by it if someone mentions it in public....well you shouldnt be doing it......

stooping to my level??????............

And you also talk about that you have to hang around or sleep with someone to get ahead in that place!
TRUE IN MOST CASES...I NEVER SAID ALL...PLEASE READ ALL MY POST BEFORE YOU COMMENT OR COMMENT BECAUSE YOU WANT TO NOT JUST TO STICK UP FOR YOUR "FRIEND"
Who did you try to sleep with???
LETS JUST SAY THERE ARENT ANY "HIGHER UPS" THAT I NOR ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT HAVE DIGNITY WOULD TRY TO SLEEP WITH OR FOR BETTER SAID, WANT TO 
I cannot believe that I’m stooping to your level, to try and explain that you’re nothing but a facking Bullshitter!
STOOPING TO MY LEVEL...IM GONNA PROBABLY MENTION THIS IN ALL MY POSTS TO COME...MY LEVEL HAS NO NAMES AND I DONT CALL PEOPLE NAMES I TALK ABOUT SITUATIONS NOT WETHER "I THINK" SOMEONE IS A "SKANK" OR "FACKING LAZY"...STOOPING TO MY LEVEL HEY.....READ MY POSTS THEN READ YOURS...YOU HAVE A DIRTY LEVEL...AND IM SURE IT SHOWS IN ALL YOUR DAILY FUNCTIONS....(MAYBE EVEN IN YOUR DAY-TO-DAY FUNCTIONS AT STREAM  
 
my level is at a respectful rate and tone

short and sweet comment from someone still in that building......

what was said...................
i said :yr bored wanna read somr dirt about stream read the last 3 or 4 blogs....and make sure you read the comments
annonomous said: ohh i seen that today wonder what ass that is eh i said : nice isnt it i  know
annonomous said: someone trying to kiss up
i said: i wrote more too its sad how they are proving me how hard it was for anyone not everyone to stick up for themselves there annonomous  said:funny thing is , everyone agrees with you, jjust noone will say nothing because stream will find a reason to can ya i said:like they are callin me a skank
annonomous said: can u get the ip?
i said :you said it all right there in one short sentence dunno maybe (****) is gonna come and check it out for me
annonomous said: u shuld see if it came from here
i said :i dont know about the ip stuff in my blog but they do annonomous said: and then find out who it was i said :oh for sure
annonomous  said:because sups arent supposed to be commenting on blogs at work
i said :exactly thats gonna be great for my plea with hr and unemployment ill go to the labour board if i have to to show this town what a shit building it is annonomous said: if i knew i would definilty get pogy id be outta here
i said : gossip is a reality and im putting myself right out there for it someone has to speak up for people cause ya cant while yr there annonomous said:if u say anything bad they will find a way to get u out
i said : do you mind if i post that sentence no names will be mentionned just that simple sentence......as a blog all in its own cause that sums up what im trying to do here annonomous said: yah i dont mind
i said : thanks
annonomous  said: i wish everyone didnt need this job and could speak out , they keep screwin around here and the management likes this job cuz its the easiest one they will ever get
i said :that one too.... lol..?
annonomous  said:and the ones that like it are the ones whos feet are danglin outta someones arse ahha
i said :haha i have to use that one lolol i know its stupid i think everyone that sucks arse gets what they want and everyone esle suffers
annonomous said:its the ass  suckers who make it hard for the  non ass suckers , because they convince everyone how great it is here
i said:hahahaah

this is a comment from "annonomous" that i want people to read and think about what they are saying behind your back....

this is a comment from "annonomous" that i want people to read and think about what they are saying behind YOUR back....if you get outta line with my old sup this is what happens.....you think its so easy for me and or others to go over a supers head when you have people like this standing in your way...you just made it loud and clear what happens when you speak your mind about stream so people in that building who have to be there are gonna keep their mouths shut for this reason....you have to put up with bullshit in that building so if im bullshitting why are you proving me right?.....
here's the comment that so easily could be you if you say anything negative about your own super or anyone that is.......this is exactly why it wasnt easy for me to go over my super's head....none of which i am ashamed of but the person writing it must have been so proud when they got their chuckles from people as they were typing....i wonder if anyone on their team agrees with me about this annonomous "team leader".....if anyone should be ashamed of anything it shouldnt be me...this is real folks im sticking my neck out for the noose to make people aware of that buildings capablities of "ruingin/slandering" your name if you talk out of sync.....
time after time i get basheed for things that happened....you're gonna start spreading rumors....rumors are rumors hunnie.....ive got enuff friends now and plenty of room for more...but you have friends just like you GOSSIPERS and in the long run....you are gonna be the butt of someones joke/slandering/bashing someday...what goes around comes around.....deal with it like would anything else start rumors about the other person that is threatening you...its a visous cfycle but im sure if you can dish it you can take it RIGHT?........
their comment.....
"So readers, who believe this trouble making byatch! I hope you see that she is the one with the issue’s and not the Sup. You should try and open up a Lemon Aid stand while you try to convince HRDC that you’ve been poorly treated and that’s why you quit. You Quit cause your too Facking lazy! Maybe you should sell crystal Light instead of lemon Aid, because if you haven’t noticed, you’re not all that anymore like you thought you were at one time. Can you spell Skank? So the next time you try and Bash one of my Friends, I think you better have yourself a factual case, and not all the bullshit that you’re trying to spread around! And by the Way I’m posting anonymously because I don’t have a Blog, and I don’t want to have one either. The only way that you can tell who you are is to create a Blog. And if you keep dishing the bullshit out, I will keep telling people more and more stories about you, ok little miss Innocent???"

NOONE IS A WINNER HERE...THIS IS NOT A GAME....

if you read my blog i am sticking up for people not saying names or saying there was anything great about my performance...ps the comment about chris knowing (there aint a goddam thing he doesnt know about me) and u going to spread nasty rumors about me...yr no better then anyone else i that building that is known for gossiping...im not gossiping here im just being a "template" for my own mind and thoughts....your whole comment is bashing me...why dont you ask how many people in that building accually likes the way my old sup handles situations and such....and as for the supers favorite comment...you may have enjoyed your idle code but how come you havent opened your mouth for the people you see in their seats that deserve idle just like yourself?.....selfishness and i appreciate your comment but read my blogs and see how many names are there... if you prejudged and hooked a name to my "certain someone" and the such....you think exactly what i do...cause i cant say names because i dont believe in humilliating people for fun or for game...im speaking my mind on my views not bashing so i can be the "cool" agent or friend thereof.....i feel there are alot of people that believe and agree with what im saying and someone has to speak for them....cause my old super just spoke for his friends and bashed and/or made fun of others.....joking/friendly to some...call it what you will my old super did say alot of nasty things about people in that building anyone that spends time with him would know that...i think its great that now my old sup knows he has at least one friend just like him that can come on here and bash someone for him....but like i said gossip is one thing and doing it to be cool the same...but when youre doing it to be the voice of someone else thats when it matter...people know the difference between gossip/bashing and opinions.....whether they are friends with me or him.....
 
as for the comment from "his" friend....you're draggin people directly into the situation....and his girlfriend never put me in my place she was like well im his girlfriend but its an off and on situation...so basically its ok....I (me) told her to tell him i left with friends...so if thats putting me in my place well i guess yr right....and hands down to the comment about chris....hes great and you are gonna try something that he doesnt already know?.....he knew from the beginning because the guy was making it akward (my own doing) for me at work and im sure he would have noticed....no secrets here hunnie but if you wanna fling shit...you deal with yourself in the morning when you're known as the gossiper and thats all you'll be tagged with.....GOSSIP....thats great and all (for u) but is that what you want to be known for...or for speaking up for YOURSELF and letting people really know how you feel about things not just to prove your friendship?....
 
if you pay close attention and all "friendships" aside...whos being bashed here me or the old sup?.....im simply stating real facts that affected me in that building and many others..... not seeking out to bash anyone or manipulate someone into reading this blog and making them hate someone....im stating things that happened to me and others.....unlike the comments that are clearly trying to make people hate me.....
 
im no perfect person.... QUEEN OF IDLE...well that may be so but what would you do if you werent a sups favorite in q red orange green all the time and you were never off the phones for your "coffee, chatting time?".....call after call ding after ding...since your such a great sups pet ikm sure your handle time / performance / well goddamn it everything you do on the phones would have been just fantastic i bet......
 
 
NOONE IS A WINNER HERE...THIS IS NOT A GAME....SOMEONE IS NOT GOING TO GET THE LAST PICTURE IN OR LAST SAY IN....THESE ARE EVENTS THAT AFFECT PEOPLE'S FEELINGS AND IN NOT HERE TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH AT SOMEONE ELSES EXPENCE...IN NOT WRITING THIS BLOG TO MAKE FRIENDS IM WRITING IT TO BE HEARD......................
 
noone is a winner here this is NOT a game......

HOW LOVELY IT IS "ANNONOMOUS" THAT I CAN ATTACH MY NAME TO MY VIEWS AND YOU CANT...

I RECENTLY GOT A COMMENT ON MY BLOG, AND I AM GOING TO COPY AND PASTE WHAT THEY WROTE AND COMMENT BACK TO THEIR VIEWS...(MINE IS IN BOLD AFTER EVERY PART OF THEIR COMMENT THAT I WANT TO JUSTIFY.....
***Georgina,***
 MY FRIENDS CALL ME GEORGINA...YOU CAN CALL ME MISS REID

***I don't think that you're supervisor is really all that bad. They have a job to do to. As far as these people being in an idle code, they are there for a reason, because they are good at doing thier job, and they don't have a bad attitude about the place. They don't sit there and scream at customers...they are not rude to them.***
A SUPERVISORS JOB IS TO KEEP PEOPLE ON THE TEAM IN LINE AND BE EQUAL TO ALL INVOLVED...THEY HAVE A JOB TO DO...YES OF COURSE THEY DO BUT IN ANY CASE THEY NEED TO BE FAIR...THERE WERE ALOT OF PEOPLE INCLUDING MYSELF ON THAT TEAM THAT WERE CAPABLE OF DOING THE "IDLE CODES" JOBS...THE SUPER JUST HAPPENED TO PICK ONE IN PARTICULAR ALL THE TIME...THERE WERE PEOPLE ON THE TEAM THAT WERE NEVER GIVEN A CHANCE .....MOST PEOPLE ON OUR TEAM WERE MORE THEN CAPABLE OF LISTENING SIDE-BY-SIDE TO ANYONE IN THAT BUILDING AND TELLING THEM DIFFERENT THINGS THEY COULD HAVE CHANGED IN THEIR TONE OF VOICE IN TROUBLESHOOTING AND IN THEIR HANDLE TIME...HOWEVER THERE WERE CERTAIN PEOPLE DOING IT ALL THE TIME...I MYSELF CHOSE TO SAY WHAT I DID ON THE PHONES AND WHAT I WOULD TELL ANOTHER PERSON TO SAY ON THE PHONES WOULD HAVE BEEN BY THE BOOK...NOT MY "PERSONAL TOUCH"..AND AS FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE IDLE CODES WELL THE PERSON OFF THE PHONES CHECKING THIER EMAIL IN IDLE...SHE HERSELF SAID IN ONE OF HER TRAINING CLASSES THAT SHE FELT THAT PEOPLE WERE OFF THE PHONES INJUST AND IT WASNT FAIRLY PICKED..I HAVE WITNESSES TO THAT ONE...DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT THE QUIET PEOPLE ON THE TEAM DONT THINK THE SAME WAY...HOW ABOUT THE PEOPLE THAT CAME TO WORK ONTIME AND NEVER TOOK POINTS THAT WERE STUCK ON THE PHONES JUST BECAUSE THEY NEVER SUCKED THE SUPERS ASS TO GET OFF THE PHONES...HOW COME THEY WERE NEVER TALKED TO ABOUT IDLE?....WHY DID THOSE PEOPLE, JUST AS CAPABLE, HAVE TO TAKE THAT OTHER PERSONS CALLS IN Q?....HMMM WHY?...,.CAUSE THEY WERE BETTER AT THEIR JOB?....OR BECAUSE THEY NEVER SUCKED ASS..OR COULD IT BE BECAUSE THEY KNEW THE PERSON OFF THE PHONES ALL THE TIME WERE BETTER AT THEIR JOB THEN THEM?...I WONDER?...MAYBE CAUSE THE SUPER WASNT VERY APPROACHABLE?...IM SURE ALL THESE THINGS WERE A FACTOR IN WHAT WENT ON ON OUR TEAM....NOT JUST ME AND MY "ATTITUDE"...IM THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS THIS WAY AND THINKS SOME NEGATIVE THINGS ABOUT THE TEAM AND THE WAy THINGS ARE HANDLED IN THAT BUILDING...I DONT THINK SO...AND AS A POINT THAT I WANT TO MAKE VERY CLEAR IS THAT MY RUDENESS ON THE PHONES WAS ALMOST ALWAYS TAKEN AS A JOKE AND TALKED ABOUT AS IF IT WERE FUNNY...SO "RUDE" OR MAKING PEOPLE ON THE TEAM LAUGH AND A LITTLE BIT OF THEIR FRUSTRATIONS TAKEN OUT THROUGH ME?...I WONDER....IM MORE CONTRIVERSIAL THEN THE NEXT CHICK I KNOW THIS...BUT TO ANYONE THAT ISNT MEAN TO ME OR IS FRIENDS WITH ME KNOWS THAT I WOULD BEND OVER BACKWARDS TO MAKE SOMEONE LAUGH OR MAKE THEIR DAY....IM NOT RUDE IM A PERSONABLE PERSON...

***Every job has it's ups and downs, and there are always going to people that do a better job than you. You have to realize that if these people are better at thier job than you they are going to get "rewards". They worked hard for them and why shouldn't they enjoy it. They actually went to work, and stayed for thier full shift. Why should you be rewarded with being off the phone for nothing?***
OMG PEOPLE BETTER THEN ME/YOU AT THEIR JOBS....SIT BACK AND THINK OF ALL THE TIMES YOU/THEY SAT ON THE PHONES WHILE SOMEONE THAT JUST STARTED THERE LIKE 3 MONTHS AGO LISTENED TO ONE OF YOUR/OR YOUR NEXT STORE NEIGHBORS CALLS AND COACHED YOU/THEM ON THINGS THAT YOU ALREADY KNEW BECAUSE THEY WERE THEIR SUPERS PET?...HUH...AT LEAST ONCE HEY.....NOW IM TRYING MY BEST RIGHT NOW TO NOT MAKE THIS PERSONAL AND MENTIONNING "PEOPLE ON THE TEAM" RATHER THEN JUST MYSELF BECAUSE THATS HOW IT IS THE PICTURE IS BIGGER THEN ME AND U....YOU ARE TAKIN THIS AS A PERSONAL ATTACK ON ME WHEN YOU SHOULD REALLY TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT PEOPLE SITTING AT THEIR DESKS THAT DONT APPROACH THE SUPER AND ARE CLEARLY GOOD AT WHAT THEY DO AND THEY SIT THERE DAY AFTER DAY TAKING THE "IDLE PEOPLES" CALLS...THATS FAIR TO YOU IS IT?....THERE'S A BIG PICTURE HERE NOT JUST ME AND STREAM....AND MY "BIG" ATTITUDE....THERE WERE 2 PEOPLE ON OUR TEAM THAT WERE NEVER ON THE PHONES AND THEY DESERVED IT....EVEN THOUGH WHEN ONE OF THEM HAD TO GO BACK TO THE PHONES BECAUSE WE WERE SO DEEP IN Q, SHE LOST IT(DONT BE MAD AT ME HUNNIE WE ALL UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU ARE COMING FROM WE FACED IT EVERYDAY AND I DONT THINK ANYTHING LESS OF YOU FOR IT...ITS NATURAL TO LOOSE YOUR PATIENCE UNDER SO MUCH PRESSURE).....BUT IF WE LOOSE IT CAUSE WE DO IT EVERYDAY WE ARE CONSIDERED RUDE....

***The remark about it just so happened to be the people that he interacted with outside of work that were off the phone.... no matter where you work, if you are there long enough, you will make friends with your co-workers..... being friends with these people, just like anyother people, you go out and do things with them. There have been many times that you have been seen "interacting" with a higher up.***
WHEN YOU SAY INTERACTING..IF YOU ARE REFERING TO SOMETHING IN PARTICULAR...WELL TO SUM IT UP PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES AND I AM NO FOOL TO THIS HOWEVER THIS ONE MISTAKE I MADE HAD A MAJOR INPACT ON MY STAY AT STREAM....TO GO OVER MY SUPERS HEAD WHEN/IF I NEEDED TO I HAD TO GO TO THIS PERSON WHICH MADE IT DIFFICULT TO TALK TO SOMEONE THAT HAD SO MUCH DISRESPECT FOR ME OUTSIDE THE WORKPLACE...HOW WAS I TO THINK HE WAS TO BE ANY DIFFERENT OUTSIDE THEN HE WAS INSIDE?....AND IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IM SURE SOMEONE WILL FILL YOU IN...CAUSE GOSSIP IS A MAJOR FACTOR IN MOST PEOPLES LIVES...IT KEEPS PEOPLE ON THEIR TOES TO EASEDROP....

***During meetings, my teams supervisor would constantly say, "if you do not want to be here there are resignation sheets on my desk that you can sign",.... he was only stating the obvious..... if you didn't want to be there, then resign... don't be negative and try to make everybody around you negative.***
HMMM...IM GLAD YOU BROUGHT THIS ONE UP....MY SUPER DID CONSTANTLY SAY THIS TO EVERYONE ON THE TEAM...HOW ENCOURAGING IT WAS TO HEAR THAT EVERYDAY.....TO ME AND THE REST OF THE TEAM.........ENCOURAGMENT IS WHAT MAKES A TEAM WORK TOGETHER.....HMMMM HOW INTERESTING....
***and they were nothing to my supervisor all he used to muster up to me was "how did you ever get him/her to say those things about YOu?". I think that in any situation where you have to be under a supervisor they should let you feel good about accomplishments no matter how large or small....... all i have to say to this is... do not know how to take a joke??????? really, anybody who knows you and your attitude would ask you the same question.***
I SURE DO KNOW HOW TO TAKE A JOKE BUT RUDENES IS EITHER FUNNY OR SARCASTIC OR JUST PLAIN RUDE...I KEPT MY RUDENESS AT THE SAME LEVEL MOST OF THE TIME..WHY WAS IT TAKEN DIFFERENTLY EVERYTIME?.....IM NO BETTER THEN YOU OR ANYONE ELSE AND VISA/VERSA...BUT PLEASE SIT BACK AND REALLY REFLECT ON WHAT IM SAYING...IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS UNFAIR...IT WAS HAPPENING TO ALOT OF PEOPLE DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY...IM BIG-MOUTHED AND WILL STICK UP FOR THOSE THAT NEED IT AND WETHER THIS HAS AN AFFECT ON YOU OR NOT IM SURE IT HAS HAD ONE ON OTHERS....

***sevourance package............ get over it!!!!!!!! imagine.......... they wouldn't pay us to sit home. what kind of company is that???***
PLEASE PUT A BETTER RESPONSE TO THAT THEN "GET OVER IT"...SAY WHAT YOUR REALLY THINKING AND MAYBE I'LL HAVE RESPECT FOR THIS COMMENT...
***no easy way to discuss this kind of situation with my supervisor...... why is it that you are the only person that feels that way????????? ask yourself that***
ASK EVERYONE IN THAT BUILDING HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT THE APPROACHABLENESS OF THEIR SUPER.....I BET YOU'LL GET ALOT OF "NOT APPROACHABLE" WHNE IT COMES TO CERTAIN ONES...IM THE ONLY PERSON....HOW LOYAL OF YOU TO SPEAK FOR EVERYONE.....

***My last attempt to try and muster the courage to go back to work to see maybe a brighter future in the building was dampened by my seating arrangement... did you ever think that there were people that didn't want to sit by you???? it doesn't have anything to do with being clean. would you want to sit by someone that had a bad attitude, and all they did was hollar at people?***
WELL MOST PEOPLE THAT HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME IN THAT BUILDING LAUGHED AT MY "ATTITUDE" EVEN SUPERVISORS...IM SORRY YOU HAVE SUCH A HARD GO IN THAT PLACE THAT YOU CANT LAUGH AND REALLY SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND....
***i talked to his per-say secretary (a girl on our team that he had do all his arrands and such........ maybe if you were willing to help someone other than yourself you may have been able to get some of this idle time.***
HELP SOMEONE OTHER THEN MYSELF PLEASE...IF ANYONE IN THAT BUILDONG WAS WILLING TO PUT THEIR OWN CUSTOMER ON HOLD FOR A MINUTE TO HELP SOMEONE OUT IN THAT BUILDING I WAS DEFINITLY ONE OF THEM...I WOULD DO ANYTHING I COULD TO HELP ANYONE THAT WANTED IT.....

***You have to fac it....... a job is what you make of it and you didn't want to make anythingout of... therefor you have no job!!! SUCK IT UP!!!!!***
THEREFORE I HAVE NO JOB...HMMM KINDA MAKES YOU WONDER HEY.....SUCK IT UP IN THAT BUILDING YOU CANT SUCK ANYTHING(WELL MAYBE SOMETHING BUT I WASNT EVER GOOD AT KEEPING MY BALANCE ON MY KNEES)....SO I DIDNT WANT TO SUCK UP WHAT I HAD TO TO GET ALONG IN THAT BUILDING SO I DID IT MY OWN WAY....I QUIT....
 
----IM NO BETTER THAN ANYONE ESLE AND VISA/VERSA.....I JUST HOPE WHAT IM SAYING HERE IS HELPING SOMEONE ELSE THAT CANT SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES AND HOPE THEY TAKE ANY PART OF THIS AND THINK, WOW I FEEL THE SAME WAY----

doin the unemployment thing........

so i applied for unemployment yesterday and i had to say QUIT...therefore im thinking i have no choice but to appeal but i did say alot of things in the application defending my "honor" so-to-say.....there were alot of things going on in that building that ppl dont know about ... even personal stuff not just my personal stuff being flung around but for others as well.....i dont think im any more entitled to get unemployment then the next guy from stream but i really had no choice but to quit...it was either that or get fired.....i saved some of my application answers....no questions posted just my answers to random questions on the form...here goes.....

1:We all had pressure to leave work. During meetings, my teams supervisor would constantly say, "if you do not want to be here there are resignation sheets on my desk that you can sign", he also used to pinpoint people on the team and say "theres one there for you in particular" and i happened to be one of those people.

2:There was never a time where your extra efforts were recognized. I constantly got kudos calls (calls where the caller wanted to talk to a supervisor to "brag" about how well a job you had done) and they were nothing to my supervisor all he used to muster up to me was "how did you ever get him/her to say those things about YOu?". I think that in any situation where you have to be under a supervisor they should let you feel good about accomplishments no matter how large or small.

3:We had a sevourance package, ready willing and able to come back to work at anytime mind you, however, people including myself, were under the assumption there would be no work after this. That was supposed to run for 16 full weeks, however, we had to work though most of it. They served us with the papers to start may 1st 2004 to aug 12 2004. However, throughout those weeks we had to work fully on the phones and only get paid for hours worked not the full 40 hours promised on the sevourance, until may 28th then we would be off till aug 12. We all thought this would be ample time to look for a new job or relocate, however, the new schedule they came up with as follows dampens this idea. They came up with a training schedule which was very different then the hours we all worked previous and had to stick to the schedule even though i had a conflicting schedule with my drive they would not allow me nor anyone else to switch even though i had several people wanting to switch due to drives and the bus schedule didnt drive for either the start or end of the working times, the training was to be approx. 2 times weekly and it was based out of customer service which we spent 9/9 hours working because we were phone internet tech agents which guaranteed customer service for the full 9 hours. Then on june 21st they tell us the contract wants us back for a few weeks then we dont know whats going to happen. Since they gave us the sevourance package supposedly already, once the contract was finished you would be laid off. Therefore we all had nothing to fall back on only waiting 2 months give or take for unemployment. This sounds unfair to me.

4:I recently had a death in the family a week before i quit stream and had breivement days (3 to be exact) and only got paid for 2, which is pending. Solectron requires a death certificate for this which i delivered to them. My supervisor seen me outside work and asked, for work purposes, in a very unheartedly tone "who died, you want to get paid dont you?".

5:June 27th, the day before i quit work, i went to my doctor to get some time off and he denied me saying, "its summer that must be why you want it off". This is not the issue, at the time i had stress from my job, a death in the family that i couldnt get more time off for, and a supervisor that had just been unbearably rude to me as stated above.

6:We have "idle codes" at work which basically means you get to train or listen to peoples calls side-by-side to coach the person, and on our team we would have only certain people in idle which the supervisor picked. On many an occasion had i mentionned this to my supervisor that some people on our team would be in idle at their desks checking their emails or surfing the web (these people just happen to be the people my supervisor interacts with outside of work) and he allows this as the rest of the team takes calls that those people should have been taking as well. I believe that there wasnt one person more capable then the other to do idle on our team. However favoritism doesnt make for a very healthy and happy team. My supervisor would shrug me off and tell me to go back on the phones.


7:This is a very difficult question to answer. To sum it up i would have to say, there was no easy way to discuss this kind of situation with my supervisor. Anytime i would mention work conditions or lack of teamwork, i would get the same answer as always, "theres a resignation sheet on my desk if you dont want to be here."


8:At stream there were many lay-offs including GMs which were above my supervisor. There was no easy way to know exactly who to go to talk to for this. Besides i had an instance at work where my supervisor had called me "useless" in front of many co-workers. This was enough to make me want to go over his head right then and there and he pulled me aside and basically said im your boss my opinion doesnt matter so just do your job and shut up. How do you go over a supervisors head that says things like that to you? I found it hard to talk to him and thought it would be the same no matter who i talked to.

9:Well, again who do i talk to. This isnt something i am firmiliar with, i just want some help to relocate and find a new job. The lack of knowing when i was going to be laid off and or if there was work or not was strssing me out and i didnt have anyone to turn to. I thought the lay off and/or sevourance was going to be the perfect oportunity to start over and now look where it got me, begging to have a new start. I understand that maybe i should have went over my bosses head but as i stated before this was not easy for me or many on my team. I had asked many a times to be treated equally and got no response, the only thing i had in my power to do was quit.

10:The stress of the job itself was enough to make anyone crack. Relocating was what a transfer meant and i didnt have the money to relocate myself.

11:As i stated previous, the sevourance was going to be the perfect opportunity to look elsewhere with the time off and with the 40 hours a week pay "promise" i had many places in mind. But as i indicated this was all taken away from me and many others, as they made us come in for training which made it harder to travel to fond an apartment in maybe halifax of surrounding area, or maybe go back to school.

12:My last attempt to try and muster the courage to go back to work to see maybe a brighter future in the building was dampened by my seating arrangement. There was a guy on our team which was constantly scratching at his head and everyone on the team noticed this, even the supervisor and he was basically placed where he had to sit alone. When i came back to work my supervisor sat me beside him, because of an outside conflict i had had with one of the supervisors friends. I requested to move, because when i got there my keyboard was covered in dandruff from the other teammate using that same keyboard before we had left the building for the training. I spoke to my supervisor and he said "dont be silly, just sit there" i tried ot explain it to him and he, as usual, shrugged me off. So i talked to his per-say secretary (a girl on our team that he had do all his arrands and such) and had her come and look at the keyboard and she then talked to my supervisor and then she came and gave me permission to move. My supervisor was very much favorites based, and as i indicated throughout this application i clearly was not one of his.

AS YOU CAN SEE NONE OF THIS IS BULL-SHIT....ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS ALL OF THESE EVENTS HAPPENED...THIS IS A REALITY FOLKS.....STREAM ISNT JUST A $620 PAY EVERY 2 WEEKS ITS A MIND TRAP...AND I JUST HAPPEN TO BE ONE OF THE ONES THAT STICKS UP FOR THEMSELVES AND GOT THE FUCK OUTTA THERE.....

some days i feel like i could scream.........

im not like i used to be...goin out all the time and havin fun with my friends...if nothing else im loosing track of my friends by not calling or attending social events i have been invited to......its mostly my fault but sometimes its alot to do with my second half.....ive got nothing to do with my time besides clean up after him and myself and watch him play with his computer.....why would i not ditch but just not say im goin to go to any outing my friends plan...they always ask me i just say...maybe...and thats a no in my books.........but all in all i need to reaquaint myself with them no matter what it takes...im loosing my outside abilities(aka..friends calling asking to do stuff) and i dont like it....i mean i love my boyfriend(even though we fight like cats and dogs).....but he doesnt go out only plays with the computer(as i might add he plays with it more then me...no joke either)i like to go out with him...i feel like i enjoy myself more when he's there....but i feel like i drag him wherever i go...like he agrees to come every so often to shut me up...and thats not cool......i want him to be more outgoing but its just not happening....i do the chores and everything else that need to be done....and still get ignored but from what im told thats how it is...so i guess its normal....but i dont like it much....so ive been thinking i need to have some alone time...some friend time and maybe ill sqeeze in some boyfriend time....but for now...things have to change...so for all the friends reading this that gave up on me ...........IM BACK...........WOOP WOOP...gives a call and ill show up this time...schedule openings are now being filled quickly....call soon b4 im all booked up...lol.....

im willing to let someone else complete me....

i have been doin alot of thinking lately on what i am going to do in the next few months and can see some major change in my future....i dont usually make plans to move or switch careers...but this time i am....i am moving to halifax the end of august and am very excited and want to shout out to the whole world how much i am looking forward to changing for the better and not to mention i am moving with the person i love the most in the whole world....and would do anything for....(chris)...its not that big a jump for me anymore to move away with a boyfriend...i used to dread the idea of having to move in or close to one but i have some new feeling brewing and this one (chris) is a keeper....i cant imagine life without him...i lived b4 him and if i have to (god forbid) i will after him....but im thinking life long now and this is definitly a change for me....never i mean NEVER have i even fathemed the thought b4 with anyone....i see myself changing for the better and i dont mean just living in a different place or going back to school....i mean for myself my inner being....im noticing chris is changing me for the better .... im willing to let someone else complete me....and chris makes me want to be a better person....I LOVE YOU...and i hope this lasts forever....