"Spay and Neuter your pets!" - Bob Barker

since i got my baby girl, Baja, she has gone in heat a few times and if you have never seen a kitty in heat it is a very funny and saddening sight......she would be crawling around almost like on all 4 of her elbows crouching and moaning around the house moving her tail to one side to make her "pecker" available to whomever....and ravishly rolling around on the floor and shoes and following you around...and if she stays still long enough on the floor she would shake rather vigourusly....like her back legs if she was lying on her back would shakeuncontrolably as if she were in pain or utterly uncomfortable....thats what being in heat for a cat looks like from our point f view...imagine how she really feels inside.....WHAT A SIN....and so chris and i debated over getting her fixed or letting her have 1 litter then spaying her......we thought and we thought over 2 heats ago and just recently i caught our boy, Boogs, humping my fuzzy blanket trying to find a hole and chris stuffed dog i got him last year for valentines day....but oddly leaving Baja alone...i only ever caught him around her once and he got embarrased when he noticed me there so it lasted for like 2 seconds and he ran and hid with his tail between his legs...aww poor little guy....but what really made us accually get it done was when i found that boogs had sprayed on chris's schoolbag...luckily nowhere else so we took them today and had them both fixed the same day....
to say the least its very hard to see your cat off into a vet's arms to undergo surgery...i cried all the way home at 7:20 am and called promptly at noon when they sayd we could probably pick them up...but when i called they said i had to wait...so we went at 1 to get them....Boogs was fine just very glad to see us purring loudly and rubbing his face into ours...like a kitty hug i guess...but Baja she didnt look so good.....her belly was and still is all sunken in and she cannot make any noises like she opens her mouth if i pick her up and touch a sensitive spot but nothing will come out....and she is verrrryyyy sleepy..like even now at 330am she is still sleeping with the odd appearance to strech her legs thencurl up in a new spot to go back to sleep...
a weird thing after the surgery about 4 hours after we took them home Baja was asleep in our bed and i went to go check on her and found boogs was ion bed with her beside her but more behind her then i went to sit on the edge of the bed and Boogs lunged at her neck and bit into her....now i dont know wether thats the drugs or the scent she may be giving off after having a "hysterectamy" of sorts....but he was being a savage to her soi had to separate them....you think the vet would have told me something like that would have happened so we woulds have prevented that from happening by separating them.....Baja is too weak to defent herself...either way i hollared at him and put Baja in her canopy bed in the bathroom wth some food and water and a make shift litterbox...POOR LITTLE GIRL....
Boogs has no stickes the vet said they dont put them on boys they leave a small insision where they remove the balls and leave the sac with that small cut because that sack will recede and no sack will be there after a while.....the cat would pull on the stiches or something and cause an infection or worse damage so they opt to leave them out ogf the picture....and baja has what looks like an open sore thats starting to heal...like they stich it on the inside and the skin is together on the outside like a long papercut i guess....no blood and lots of her hair is shaved off....
i feel bad for doing it to them but what would i do with all the kittens they would have had....id end up wanting to keep them all and that wouldnt go over too well...me and chris would be known as the "cat couple" lol....but on a lighter note....Baja is doing better moving around a bit more then before and Boogs well he is not bugging her so thats good....
I love my kitties and wouldnt know what i would have done if anything would have happened to them today...i would have never forgiven myself...but im sure they are going to grow old and very happy with chris and i....xoxoxo love you Boogs and Baja :)

georgina @ werk on web messenger

BOOOOOO i know im not allowed but at 2 am with no q and alot of time between calls you know it passes the time to have a chat or 2 if ppl are sitting far from you....yadda yadda...anyways today was my thursday which might end up my friday because i might take an extra day for my weekend cause that snow doesnt look too promissing to be able to get out, very easily. of my driveway ... theres ups and downs to snow :) and my werk is gonna pay for my cab outta here woop woop cause the cops are pulling ppl over and chris had to shovel the driveway b4 he could even get in it....grrr stupid landlord on dayshift...booo...he better shovel it tomorrow....anyways enough ranting for today...might be some more boredom for you tomorrow :) hahahaha
ttyl :)

my monday!!!

my life has become more complicated since starting my "career" in the call center business...for instance my friday is now a monday and my sunday is a wednesday..thats shitty days to keep
for sure...i mean i dont go bar hopping but i mean id like some sort of normality in my life like sat and sun off....but at this rate ill never be in the normal time zone again.....i am however moving out west in may so maybe ill be able to keep normal hours then - who knows....i have to get my life together...ugh the joys of growing up and being responsible for yourself....

gaining weight comes with the territory

so i quit smoking and it will be 1 year come this feb 21st since the last time i inhaled a smoke and dont regret a bit of that itself but i do regret all the bad habits i have gained by quitting you know the things you put in the place of those times where you would normally be smoking i would put food in my mouth ... grrr ... and im starting to show it bigtime now
i tried to go to the gym but i feel like i never have time to go i have to werk in the evening till early morning and i dont wanna do it before work cause ill be worn out for werk and after work im worn out from werk....god ill never loose the weight at this rate....someone help!!!!!!!!!
note to self....loose weight : (

where do ppl over the age of 25 meet ppl these days?

i havent been on the dating scene in 2 yrs now and b4 that i was in a relationship and before that i was in another one and b4 that i was in the midst of a 4 yr mind numbing bad relationship....i never really had too too much time alone like to myself like no men....hmmmm....i wonder i see single girls hangin all over guys all the time or they are in the corner with their girlfriend trying to avoid men like they are the plague....how do ppl over the age of 25 meet me???...thats a good question you ask?.....
1. at the mall? - what kinda guy hangs out at the mall? ummm gay ones (no offence guys but you know you love the mall and shopping...come on now)
2. at church? - im afraid thats out too cause if hes at church he may be over religious or doing what mommy asked...could be a bad situation there....ppl are too busy these days to go ot church so if you take the time between socializing and family and work and sleep and relaxing to go to church there may be more there then just god....
3. the grocery store? - making a date while in the tp isle seems a little tacky to me
4. a coffee shop? - how do you start a conversation with someone sitting at a coffee shop...they would be on their laptop or reading a book and then you would be interupting or they could be waiting for someone...how awkward
5. online? - come on now i dont think i have to say too much about the cons of that one
6. blind date? - NO THANKS
7. at work? - i approve of that as long as the job you are at is disposable cause if it doesnt work out or he cheats or whatever it could get messy at werk and noone needs that stress
8. calling an x? - im a firm believer that if you break up then thats that...second chances have no place in a relatioship for cheating or hitting or verbal abuse or whatever
9. BAR? - well i think i just may take back what i said in a previous blog....i met my current man at a bar and b4 him just about all the men in my life were from werk or the bar (95% the bar)
and before him i swore that id never pick up at a bar ever again....then again he was on my team at work too but i never would have asked him out if it werent for the few beers i had had that night...lol...so yeah i guess the ONLY place to meet someone at any age is at the bar...
you know what they look like you know they like to have a good time and go out once in a while you know how they react to asking them out on a date cause they are right in front of you..and most impotantly if they say no you can be like yeah i was drunk i thought you were someone else...lolololol....i guess its a safe place too....hehehehehehehe
happy bar hopping :o)

awww my friday

i find it hard to believe that i used to have 9-5 mon - fri job and i gave it up for a 6pm to 4am shift....whats wrong with me?...lol....well of course the 9-5 job was as a collections officer...you know the one that calls and takes all yr money for past mistakes you have made with money...
you know we all have em and if ya dont well yr doin something different then 99.9% of the rest of us : ~) irregardless of all this shit...today is my friday meaning tues is my sat and wed is my sunday...sucky days off you say and i agree...hands down...then again im 26 yrs old no need to be going to bars every weekend come on now 17-25 tops is bar years if yr older then that and you are a weekly drunk at a local bar its time to get some help..lol...the occasional pop in for a birthday or something thats ok but come on picking up at a bar when yr over 25 is kinda desparate...quick tail i guess...but i bet you'll feel like a slut in the am fer sure i know i would...on the other hand i have a man so maybe im just looking at it from that point of view....but hey they say opinions are like assholes and everyone has an asshole some bigger then others...lol....anyho

i found my cat today peeing in the bathroom sink...this is not a shock to me seeing as he pees in the tub and sink and tries to pee in my plant pot too....grrr typical male though likes to pee outside i guess he knows that the dirt is from outside and the drain will take the pee there too....MALES....!!!!!

my poor Baja

this morning me and chris got up and like any other day the cats get up with us and have a bite to eat and some water or try to get some from the tap at one of the sinks....chris got the lazer pointer out and Baja and Boogs were chasing it around like crazy...then i look over and Baja power puked like 1 meter long on the carpet....my poor baby....she is ok now though comin over and snuggin with me and went and had something to eat and drink again to calm her tiny tummy...im getting them fixed in april too eeeeekkk dont let them hear that :(
poor guys ...heres a pic of my baby Baja just getting up in the am....

my cats...oh my cats

so today i start to make chris' lunch and i look up at my cat meowing on top of the cupboards, the usual place one at a time sleeps or stakes out its prey...(its a nice snipe shot from up there)
and i notice my rose bush blooming and begin to wonder....where are all the leaves?....they are all gone only roses.....hmmm thats strange so a little later on boogs crawls and then jumps down from up there and is FULL of leaves and one hanging out of his mouth...oh yes mystery solved(little fart he is)

from drugs to cars...lol

god ive been in moncton for far too long...time to move on....i have a few choices where i can go i just have to scope out the places and see which will suit what me and chris are looking for right now.....its going to be out west and thats about all i know right now...i have mixed thoughts about "out west" ppl go over there and come back drug heads....well that wont be a problem for me and chris seeing as we dont do that stuff well the odd puff like 1ce every 6 mos so no worries there....but i did have a bad spell over me when i lived in ontario (little too much of the touchy drug) wasnt a pretty site all i can say is thank god i never knew anyone from the cape that was dealing....WHEW....

on a different note i want to be a mechanic but i think its going to take me alot of reading and paying attention for me to get anywhere in that field....if i take a course im going to be at a huge disadvantage for instance it will be all guys and they will have done some type of mechanical thing before they took the course...me i never have done anything with a car other then drive a standard and an automatic with a beginners.....dont even have my liscence.....i suck i know but at least i can drive a standard which is cool and exciting when i first started i woulod cry and say i hate this and give up but i kept at it and i can drive by myself now...i will however drive all over town to avoid a steep hill....otherwise id motion the car behind me to go around or switch places with chris lol....such a looser yup i am....


**this is a funny pic**
i wonder if people accually bought this doll? a hot hed-headed chick mechanic doll?...who thought of that one lol

another day another dollar

today i gte up and hang out with my man and the kitties for a bit then go for a drive buy ingredients for skeddi and meantballs - come home cook clean eat and watch tv then i come on here so chris can play 360....its now midnight....what did i do today?.... you know when yr younger and yr mom or grandmother says dont waste your life its too short and yr liek 15 yrs old and think being their age si gonna take foirever and you wish to be older to get an id and into the bars...dam they were right life is soo short even taking a year off after high school b4 going to college is dumb....get it overwith b4 yr 20 and then start work and you get to retire early.....

shool and retirement is the only enjoyment anyone gets in life...the inbetween those times is for working.....really theres not much in between just going job to job to job if yr not educated and even if you are you have to move away from your family to make any money anyways so yr screwed either way......deal with job jumping or live apart from family thats the thought that you should put into your childs head not....go to college forever and get a job close to friends here NOPE NEVER HAPPENS....think of all the ppl that went to college that sit right next to you in a call center sad isnt it.....the world has come to an end financially for most ppl....its like the depression accept we can still eat and have the law on "our side" i mean we can get jobs but we're depressed beyond words someone else owns you day in day out when yr in a call center........just the other day i had such a bad anxiety attach that i thought i was having a heart attack and went to the hospital and they took chest x-rays and a test on my heart and alot of blood.....i was at work on a break when it started and i was scared for my life but stayed at work because i was scared i would get fired for leaving because working at a call center they do not give you the benefit of the doubt you have to prove a death now a days by bringing in a death certificate....WOW....i thought i was having a heart attack like heart ponding my left arm tingling i was disy and felt sick.....and i stayed at work cause i thought i would get fired....
LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW